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Funny how things happen
Sigh..I haven't blogged in a while.
Not sure if you have heard about what happened Casey Wang, but wow....just goes to show that doing well academically doesn't mean you're smart.
And apparently a similar incident happened with Connie Chen. Heard from Nancy, who heard from her dad, who used to be colleagues with Connie Chen's dad, and maybe from an aquaintance...anyway, I don't know her personally, but she was Nancy's stand partner in youth orchestra.

So I haven't blogged for a while...well, the last time I did was this Monday, so that's pretty good.
This is just a random almagamation of things that have been happening, things that are going to happen, etc.
This will probably have no logical order lol.
Well, last night, I had a really strange dream. Apparently I was putting songs on iTunes or something for some of the time. And the only thing I remember putting on iTunes was some fictional song by the Pussy Cat Dolls featuring some guy group. Don't remember which group, or if it was even a real group, but they looked like gangsters lol. And I think there was one white guy. Hm...part of the dream also had to do with a mall, I think...

So Homecoming was yesterday.
It was actually pretty fun since I went with people that I know and we actually danced.
First I went to Danielle's house for pictures. We first took pictures on the porch as we waited for Nancy, Nick, and Eric to arrive.
Nancy and Nick came soon, and we figured that Eric probably went with Shareen's group, so we left to take more pictures outside, near a lake with a fountain thing.

 
 
Tell Me Goodbye
Sigh today...soo long...

 
 
I slept so much yesterday.
My life is so irregular...there's barely any routine in it at all, besides the bare bones of waking up, going to school, coming back, then going to sleep eventually. Repeat.

aka Psychoanalysis
 
 
Write the first answer that came to your mind. Fill it out first before scrolling down! 

 
Aliens Invading - Ke$ha
 

Put your playlist on shuffle and write down the first 10 songs you get:
1. The Last Night - Skillet
2. You're Not Sorry - Taylor Swift
3. Do You Remember - Jay Sean
4. My Immortal - Evanescence
5. Promise of a Lifetime - Kutless
6. Somewhere I Belong - Linkin Park
7. Neverending Dream - Cascada
8. Hungover - Ke$ha
9. Retro, Dance, Freak - Lady Gaga
10. Away From Me - Evanescence
Now take the first line from the first song, the second line from the second song, third line from the third song, etc. and put them in order below to make your scrambled poem.
So, we get
1. You come to me with scars on your wrist
2. I've been giving out chances every time and all you do is let me down
3. We could start again
4. These wounds won't seem to heal
5. Then I remember the pledge you made to me
6. That I'm not the only person with these things in mind
7. We're playing for the fights emotional games
8. But in the bright lights, I taste you on my tongue
9. If you look for the rest stop
10. I'm longing to be lost in you

1. Which song describes the mood you are in right now?
Love Like This - SS501
Yeah, that's a pretty incorrect description
2. Which song describes the mood you are usually in?
Tell Me Your Wish (Genie) - Girls' Generation
Makes no sense and no, I usually don't feel like a genie =_____=
3. Which song describes one of your favorites things to do?
Run - Dream OST
Pretty true, I guess
4. Which song describes something else you like to do?
Coffee - Epik High
Sure, I like coffee
5. Which song explains the way you think about love?
Y.O.U. - SHINee
Not really
6. What would you sing to your soulmate right now?
Mr. Boogie - f(x)
Lol?
7. Which song best represents you?
Icarus Walks - Epik High
Don't even know this song
8. Which song describes your sexual preference?
Lupin - KARA
Doesn't make sense
9. Which song describes what would occur between you and a (male) prostitute
Echo - Girls' Generation
Uh what?
10. Your lover on the side?
Sorry, Sorry - Super Junior
Makes sense, if it's "on the side," at least by the name...
11. How about your wife or husband?
Mirotic - DBSK
Hahaha
12. Which song would be played at your wedding?
9095 - DBSK
Weird
13. Which song would be played at your wedding reception?
Deja Vu - SS501
Weird wedding =___=
14. Which song describes yourself in the future?
Bad Girl - B2ST/BEAST
LMAO I hope not @__@
15. Which song describes yourself in the past?
HOT - Taeyang
That's laughable
16. Which song would be appropriate for a one night stand?
New Star - Ze:A
Makes some sense I guess? I hope that never happens =_=
17. Which song would best describe your first time kissing?
A.Mi.Go - SHINee
Lol yeah, that's not right...
18. Your first time having sex?
Quasimodo - SHINee
As an ugly thing? I hope not? -___- Okay next question
19. Which song would best describe your fashion sense?
Dancing Out - Super Junior
I have a dancer style? Street dancer? That's not right...
20. Which song would describe your taste in the opposite or same sex?
Lie to Me - Ne-Yo
I like someone who lies? idk (up until now, I realized that I had accidentally put only korean songs on shuffle...)
21. Which song best describes your parents?
Fight the Bad Feeling - T-Max
I guess?
22. Which song best describes your family in general?
Brown Eyes - Lady Gaga
True...lol
23. Which song best describes your friends?
The Fields of the Pelennor - Lord of the Rings the Return of the King OST
Shut up, I already know I'm kinda nerdy :P
24. Which song best describes your school?
We're All to Blame - Sum41
Yeah, we're the only ones to blame when we procrastinate or when we make too big a deal on things...
25. Which song best describes your public personality?
青春鬥 - Rainie Yang
Haha not really
26. Which song best describes your private personality?
I Won't Tell - Jay Sean
Haha yeah, it's a secret ;)
27. The weather outside is...
Kiss Me Through the Phone - Soulja Boy
Yeah...that makes no sense at all
28. I feel like...
Get Down Like That - Ne-Yo
Lol I don't really feel like moving at the moment :P
29. I would really love to...
Beast is the B2ST
Doesn't make sense..
30. No one can stop me from...
Love Light - CN Blue
Yeah @__@ Makes sense, alright.
31. Today I will...
Lies - Evanescence
Hope not @___@ I haven't yet...
32. Love is like...
Untitled - Eminem
Er...right.
33. I would call myself...
Time's Scar - Chrono Cross OST
Emo...
34. I've never been to...
Destiny of Love - Yiruma
True...
35. If I were a...
Wit Yums On - Soulja Boy
Yeah, that'll never happen @___@
36. Never forget...
U - Super Junior
Makes sense grammatically...Oh I know, I'll never forget you Onew, Minho, Jonghyun, Taemin, Key!
37. Noone believes me when...
Heartless - Kanye West
When I'm heartless? Because I'm heartless?
38. I would never...
Draw the Line - Cascada
True that I can't draw staight lines...
39. I could see myself as...
Let Go - Ne-Yo
I can't @__@ What would that even look like??
40. I'm as fun as...
Believe in Love - SS501
Uhuh..
41. I wish...
No One - Alicia Keys
That could be nice once in a while
42. He will never understand why...
Imma Be - Black Eyed Peas
I don't really understand it either...
43. I'm nearly...
Everytime We Touch (Candlelight Version) - Cascada
Right...
44. I want to see...
Love Me - Justin Bieber
=___________= I blame Josh that this is in my library... :P
45. At night time...
Me+U - f(x)
Ugh...
46. My fashion sense is...
In My Dream - Super Junior
Dreamy? Hopefully it doesn't mean "what fashion sense? in your dreams!" OTL
47. I cry when...
Holiday - Boys Like Girls
Cry of happiness of not having to go to school :P
48. The moon is...
Lucy - Skillet
Really? I know a person named Lucy O__o
49. I get tired when...
Stay - Ne-Yo
Yeah, when I stay at the same place for too long...
50. I lack...
Viva la Vida - Coldplay
Haha people may say that about me?
51. I'm so absorbing in...
Lying from You - Linkin Park
Emo...
52. I should be...
Last Gift - SHINee
er okay..I don't think I should @__@
53. I can't seem to forget...
Repentence - Daisy OST
Alright..
54. Where in the world is...
The Ring Goes South - Lord of the Rings the Fellowship of the Ring OST
K, thanks for telling me
55. I don't want to hear...
Give it to Me - UKISS
Yeah, I don't want to hear that =___=
56. Don't give up on...
Heels Over Head - Boys Like Girls
Alright..great advice
57. I should give up on...
Heartbreaker - G-Dragon
That's good advice. Give up on heartbreakers!
58. I want to be...
Why You Had to Leave - Cascada
Uh no, I do not want to be that?
59. I like alot of...
Pocketful of Sunshine - Natasha Bedingfield
I guess that would be good to have..
60. I often think about...
Get Me Gone - Fort Minor
Right. But it's actually true, in a sense..
61. I don't understand why...
Stronger - Kanye West
Yeah, I don't understand this
62. Guys are...
All My Love - SS501
Better than girls @___@
63. Girls go to... 
Dangerous - Cascada
I don't....I don't think..
64. I'm in trouble for...
Let's Get it Started - Black Eyed Peas
Er...
65. Candy is for...
Miracle - Cascada
So many Cascada songs...
66. Take me to...
25 to Life - Eminem
Sure...let's fast forward my life..
67. All I've ever cared about was...
What I've Done - Linkin Park
Sure, I do reminisce at times...but it's no good to be stuck in the past
68. Take me away from...
Love Hurts - Yiruma
Yeah..
69. The worst possible thing is...
Waiting - Jay Sean
Yeah, that's true. Not sure if it's the worst thing, but it is...a pretty bad feeling.

Taken from Lily :P
 

 
 
1. Honestly, what color is your underwear? Currently, white lol
2. Honestly, whats on your mind right now? How to answer these questions
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? Answering these questions...
4. Honestly, what did you do today? Today was a pretty relaxing day...summer homework, internet, chatting it up lol

5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive? Lol not really
6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? No? Maybe?

7. Honestly, do you watch disney channel? No XD

8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? No
9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time? Spending time with my friends

Stealing from Josh again >u<
Have you ever...
1. Made out for more than 3 minutes? Nope
2. Slept in a different bed? Yes
3. Made out in a movie theatre? Nope
4. Made out with 2 different people in one night? There was this one time.....jk, no, I have not XD
5. Thought your cousin was hot? Hell no.
6. Been in love? Refer to previous blog post
7. Slept in? Yeah
8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex? Perhaps as a kid
9. Gone over the speed limit? Who hasn't?
10. Painted your room? Yep
11. Drove a car? Yes
12. Danced in front of your mirror? Lol no
13. Gotten a hickey? No
14. Been dumped? No
15. Stolen money from a friend? No
16. Gotten in a car with people you just met? No
17. Been in a fist fight? No
18. Snuck out of your house? No
19. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? No
20. Been arrested? No