☼ Find Me, Fix Me

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Reminds me of the asian chatrooms we used to do.

I'd get hyper off of something...I guess it's easier to let loose around those you're comfortable around, especially online.

Then I'd randomly burst into song lyrics.

Mostly me, sometimes other people did so as well.

Truth or Dare...

Hm..

Is that why?

I miss those times, when everyone was so close.

When ultimately, there were no worries because you knew that there would be people who would be willing to catch you when you fall, make you upright again when you stumble, have your back when you hit a rough patch.

Life is colorful.

It was, too..not just referring to the color of the screen names, and what color it'd look to us.

Not just those fancy fonts and changing colors.

Now..it's replaced with distance.

So much has changed.

More than we promised ourselves it would...

School was alright...boring....typical

Physics...didn't really do anything.

Tests back, an expected fail.

Lab was just barely interesting, working with that kid..

Spanish...did nothing.

The teacher talked about a one month trip she took to Bolivia, nd showed us some of the stuff she bought while she was there.

But yeah...she's been to so many countries...Around 10, I would say.

That would be fun...visiting different countries...

Eh, I'd somehow manage to screw myself over, so maybe it's not the best idea, unless I go with other people..

But seriously, how is she able to afford going to so many different countries, and buying a crapload of stuff? She's just a teacher...

Well, I guess being single and living alone (with cats) helps. That and being not very girly....

Orchestra was interesting..

DQ'd...but I really don't see any consequences of that...I mean, we'll still get critique and a rating, so it doesn't even matter...not like we didn't make the list or whatever or win something...

Trip tomorrow...glad that we do have that trip tomorrow morning...

Otherwise, I wouldn't be able to go shopping with Yvonne and Danny and oh hello, DD...

If you didn't know what we were going to be shopping for (supplies, food, decor etc. for the Spring Dinner), and thought that we were just going shopping for fun.....that would be the weirdest group ever...

Well, maybe throw in Hannah, then you'll get the weirdest group ever...

Weird, as in, I guess perhaps "weird," but mostly weird as in, it's an unexpected combination of people to go shopping. Especially shopping "for fun."

Speaking of the Spring Dinner...we need more guys to go...since there are more girls going right now than guys...it's going to end up having like 20 people...maybe more...

Anyways...

The java test wasn't too bad.

I think I got at least the first 3 questions (true or false) right, since when I turned it in, I saw that that's what Eric put. lol..

Calc....soooo dead for tomorrow. F this, just ugh....

Gov..did nothing, as usual.

So tired...why am I tired?

Stuff to do...think about...personal matters...added up with teachers cramming so much stuff so quickly with tests and homework and crap and....and it just makes a really big pot of nastiness and stress.

I want to cry.

Taint, taint, taint.

Don't you fake it,

pretending that nothing has changed at all...