Right now, I think that it would make me feel a lot better if I could just beat the crap out of my stupid, annoying little brother. Seriously, I'm thinking of just pummeling him with a hammer or something. So freaking annoying. Sometimes I feel like I really want to kill him.
A lot of things have been pissing me off lately. Seriously.
I need to take out my anger out on something...but I usually just end up bottling it in. When that cap finally blows off...ooh I'm not sure what will happen.
Maybe because I'm just tired or stressed. Either way, it's stupid. I can't be nonchalant if I keep on getting angry.
I'm going to restrain myself from doing any physical damage...I guess the only thing that seems to work is keeping everything locked up inside.
allen's only 13, right? sometimes i forget eric's only 15 when he pisses me off. i just tell myself he'll grow up and let things slide until he's more mature. they'll both grow up, eventually. prayin for you.
yeah...I guess it's easy for me to forget that, since I was a a lot more different than him when I was his age... sometimes I wish I weren't the older sibling... thanks, I'll pray for you too.
yeah, being the older sibling has its downsides. nobody to look up to, immature younger person around, more responsibility, no "family legacy" benefits for colleges...in any case, God provides. thanks.
all very true... no problem
i have the same feeling toward lily sometimes, but i know lily sometimes want to beat me up really badly too lol hope you feel better :) btw, are you going to do the decoration thing at 5?
haha yeah, it's the same with allen too. thanks yeah
i'll pick you up then XDDD
I'll let you punch me. Anywhere but the nuts. To release your anger that is, not just because you're bored. Unless if that punch doesn't hurt. Or you can slap me since girls slap harder than they punch. Allen Allen.... You should just straight up and ask him what about you pisses him off. Not saying it's all your fault, but maybe it might be something you're doing that might make him do something that makes you mad. Unless if he's just being Allen and doing the most random craziest crap ever. At least you don't have an abusive sibling that acts like a total brat sometimes. Goodness, it's like fake high school scenarios right inside my house. You have to let go of the stuff you're holding in. Not saying everything but things that aren't too personal and private. Get a buddy to talk to about your issues. You be the blabber mouth and they be all ears. I'm up for it if you want. But yeah don't hold stuff inside, doesn't do much help. You'll just be a ticking bomb and then soon enough you'll might bust a cap and do damage to others that you didn't want to do in the beginning. It may feel awkward to tell others about what you feel, but you just have to go out of your comfort zone. Everyone needs to sometime in their life. Or they'd just be a stupid little squirrel always trying to find nuts in fear. That made no sense whatsoever. Maybe I need to seriously get my head checked before I go off talking like that. Always praying for you Alice. Always praying for my church buddies. Always am.
thanks for the advice. prayer. really. =) I'm not going to punch you. My anger usually just simmers down and goes away. and I'm sure there's nothing wrong with your head.
Dang I didn't mean to take up so much space....
nah, it's okay