☼ Find Me, Fix Me

We don't sleep to dream
We sleep to build stamina
Energy to do our thing
Get your camera
Cuz this ride is about to begin
Sit down, and buckle it in
Let me say it again

I don't sleep to dream.

I sleep to run away. To get away.

Cowardly, I know. But I dislike confrontation.

Facing your fear its face.

I wish I had a purpose that made me eager to wake up and feel replenished and have a day to look forward to getting one step closer to my goal, rather than waking up slowly and groggily, feeling even more tired and wishing that I were asleep again.

I wish I could convince myself of my purpose. It's not that I don't know it.

I just don't feel like living like I know it? I'm not quite sure.

All I know is that I'm being stupid being this way.

Sleeping forever never looked so good.