Haven't had much sleep this whole week...
Oh well, yesterday night I got enough sleep.
Yet, I'm still tired.
Drunk off of music.
Drunk off of lack of sleep.
Insanity within reach.
Not going past that point...
Your hold on me tightens.
So close.
Try to regain my grasp on reality,
Yet every time I slip.
Mind a blur.
The only clear thing is to not to let you down...
Even if I've felt like I have already..
Friday was pretty boring.
In Lit, we went to the library computer lab for a timed write on Tale of Two Cities.
I ran out of time, so I only got 4 sentences on the last section instead of 5-6.
Bleh....I pretty much bs'd the whole thing. Oh well...
Then we did poetry stuff.
In Spanish....don't really remember what we did.
Test on Monday.
Lunch was just eating.
Orchestra...nothing out of the ordinary.
Java...Got exercises for this chapter.
Frickin a lot of stuff to do....Oh, and we finished the program that shows how sorting and searching looks like in a program.
Calc...another day of review.
Oh, and we got to eat some cheesecake.
Ah, one of the good things about being in calc bc.
Test on Monday. Hope I don't fail.
Gov was just group questions and lecture.
Waited a frickin long time for my mom to pick me up.
Ended up picking me up at 4:30 or something.
Basically just finished gov vocab, drew some stuff, and just did nothing...
I was bored out of my mind...
Flame was pretty good.
It's kind of sad that Cris will be leaving...now there'll just be Yvonne and David Doty...
Bleh, I'm so tired...
And I get the old feeling that I just want to be alone.
Have no one there, live life by myself, not bothering anyone, and no one bothering me.
The insane feeling of wanting to pull off all of these plugs and wires attached to my body that keep me alive.
The feeling of wanting to rip off all of these connections that tie me up together.
I'm so tired.
As if I hadn't slept in years..
Today was just physics homework and sleep and some food. And AIM.
Was going to go to that bowling thing, but Phillip called and told me that apparently it would take like an hour of waiting, so I should just not go.
Spent the whole time chatting it up with Josh and Lily.
It was fun lol.
Can't you
See?
Lonely Earth, lonely soul