☼ Find Me, Fix Me

Does God want me freaking dead or something??

Sigh forget about that part.

I'm just angry that this is happening.

I thought I would never say this, since I really dislike saying it, but FML.

If you're wondering why, it's because I got barely any sleep last night AND the stomach ache + headache thing is back again.

WTFF.

Since I feel like dying and am probably going to by way of drowning in schoolwork and missing assignments, God should just kill me off right now.

Sigh.

Who am I to tell God what to do? Or What he should do?

Maybe I am meant to die tortured.