Light of the world,
You stepped down into darkness,
Opened my eyes
And let me see.
Beauty that made this heart adore you
Hope of a life spent with you
The feeling of standing aside, seeing the light breaking upon the earth, illuminating the barren land
Bathing every broken limb, every fallen twig, every empty tree, every withering string of grass, every wrinkled and weary flower, and every weathered and wandering soul in a pool of liquified gold, unbroken and unblemished.
Quality of light like a healing force, illuminates all flaws, yet makes it all so breathtaking, so beautiful.
Perfection in imperfection.
The pure light that hits every impurity.
"The beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair."
Experiencing something unforgettable.
Simple, yet a primal feeling of contentedness, the prime of Earth's beauty.
That through storms and droughts, holocausts and defeats, everything will be made new.
Everything can be purified and made perfect in the eyes of the beholder, by this panacea of light.
If everything...
Then.
The world is at peace.
There's not much to say about today, I guess.
Physics was so boring. Just watched video demos of pendulums, weights on springs, and string. And other wonderful and relatively, and as far as we're concerned, irrelevant contraptions.
Lol. Relatively irrelevant.
But we found out that the test would be on Thursday instead of tomorrow, since dear Schmidty din't finish grading the quests from last week.
Lit, second hour, was the intruder drill.
It took up about half of class.
I kind of slept during it. Mostly just closed my eyes and thought about nothing for most of the time.
Quiz over Book the First of Tale of Two Cities.
Then we did a multiple choice thing over a poem called "Rights of Passage."
It was difficult, because I thought that there could be many interpretations of the poem, and had a lot of questions narrowed down to two answers, but would choose the wrong one. Or have the right one before, then second guess myself and end up having the correct answer in the beginning...
Spanish was the test.
Rather easy, I guess.
I might have failed the subjunctive part though.
Ah well...
Lunch was interesting, sort of. Relatively, I guesss, compared to most days since the lunch shift change.
The white guys started talking to me (in a joking way).
And think they "tried" to speak Chinese, but I didn't care enough to pay attention to what they were saying,
I just ignored them the whole time.
They probably didn't care or think much of me.
Probably thought that I was the typical asian, since I was working on Calculus.
Lol I think they were like (to each other) "hey, she's not Chinese" after they "tried" to speak it and I just looked disinterestedly at them.
Orchestra was more or the less the same as all other days.
Mason and/or Sneha doesn't play very in-tune.
Or I guess it might just be me playing out of tune.
Possibly both..
Java was uninteresting.
Kind of looked at the exercise packet (that thing's pretty beast, but then again, I haven't looked at it that much).
Just mainly looked over stuff for calc.
I never have the confidence that I'll be able to remember the crap when I take the test.
So after Java, and I entered into the calc classroom, I noticed that the white board at the back of the classroom on which the teacher writes what we'd be doing that week Monday through Friday (sometimes part of the next week, for example, next Monday apparently we have a chapter 8.1-8.3 quiz), next to "Mon:" it said "8.1" while next to "Tues:" it said "Test." Ravali noticed that too and we kind of looked quetioningly at each other. Lol then Ravali was like "don't remind her." Also told Emily when she walked in, but she already knew about it.
Apparently it was switched since Werner's going to be gone tomorrow, so it would make more sense to teach the stuff to us today and give us the test tomorrow, when she'll be gone and won't be needed much anyways.
During work time, after the easy lesson (it was mainly review of integration from an earlier chapter, chapter 5, if I'm not mistaken), Thompson (AP Stats teacher) came inside the classroom and told us that it's National Haircut Week this week. Then she said to Andy Freeman "You know why people make their hair like that?" We were all kind of confused, especially Froman, and she whispered something to Werner's ear, and they both kind of giggled/laughed/whatever and Thopson left. At that point we were all a little interested and Froman was more confused. But Werner told us that she didn't even whisper anything to her.
Apparently there's a sale on donuts at Dierbergs (or wherever Froman works at) this entire week, so we're getting donuts on Wednesday. Perhaps other days if he decides to buy more.
Lol I got a new pencil from Mrs. Werner. She has a little can thing of them that she says she lets her honors students take. She told me to get one after seeing me use a really tiny pencil that I was using as the eraser.
Gov was alright, I guess. As usual, Nancy doodled in her sketchbook, and I was struggling to say awake/conscious.
It was one of those things again where I'd drift between a state of awareness and a state of haziness. I still heard and comprehended everything though. Just not sure how much of it I remember.
LOL cute asian.
Library closed after school due to a district meeting of some sort.
Lol Lily and I were so hungry after school.
Those dried apples are seriously really good.
Sankyuu Lily =)
I didn't want to end it on a dark note, for once.