Today, I woke up at 8:20am for church. Pretty early for weekend, even for Sunday. I had to do snacks, and my dad was basically the only one who could send me to church and on time, since my mom has o pick up this old lady and sometimes David Dong. But we had to leave by 8:45 anyways, since my dad had to pick up Joey and Julia after dropping me off at church...
I forgot my Bible, since it's usually on the kitchen counter, and I didn't want to keep my dad waiting. Apparently it was in my room. Oh well.
I might have arrived a little early (9:00am) but I'm not sure...Oh well, I guess it was okay. Didn't feel as tired once I got up and going. I was the only one in the kitchen...I thought some other people were supposed to be there, helping with the tea and coffee and stuff. And Winston was supposed to help with snacks too...But Phillip helped later on, so I guess it doesn' really matter. As long as it got done.
When I was just starting to se up snacks and stuff, Lydia Yuen (our church's secretary, I think) came up to me and told me how I was such a "responsible, mature young lady." Then she hugged me. It was weird. Kind of random. I don't really like hugs. Unless they're the chocolate kinds. The white chocolate swirled wih milk chocolate Hershey kisses.
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Yeah, I don't have a lot of homework this weekend...
I'm going to try to start really studying for the AP Euro exam in May...
I really cannot fail it...I need to get at very very least a 4.
Yesterday's Flame was interesting....Except it was hard to keep my eyes open. They were still sore...
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Didn't get much sleep yesterday either. Didn't get much sleep this whole week, actually.
The earliest I've went to sleep this week was probably at 12am. Dang it.
I'm going to try to get more sleep this weekend and next week...
My eyes were so sore today. Well, mostly my right eye. Don't know why. It happened yesterday too. My eye was so irritated that it hurt just to open my eye, and it caused my eye to water. And when my eye starts watering, I start getting a runny nose. So annoying. People probably thought I was crying. Or depressed. Or on drugs. And after my eye started not to hurt as much and stopped watering, it probably looked like I was really really tired (which I was, but you know what I mean)...
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Today was not very good, even though I didn't really have any homework...
I woke up early this morning to finish and print my DBQ...it probably isn't very good, but hey, it's only the rough draft and my mind wasn't even fully awake when I typed it -.-
Health today...spent the first 45 minutes doing nothing except talking about what movie we wanted to see on monday, since our teacher will be gone that day. The choices were Miracle, Radio, the Rookie, Step Up, something else that I forgot what it's called, and Twilight. Eew. Someone was like, don't even write that [on the board] (a person was writing down the choices on the whiteboard). Someone also suggested all three Lord of the Rings. Lol. That wold take so long to finish. When we voted, no one voted for Twilight. We narrowed it down to only two movies - Miracle, and Step Up. I voted for Miracle. Which is a good thing that I did vote, because otherwise Step Up would have won - there were 13 votes for each movie. But we chose Miracle, since the teacher likes that one better, although it wouldn't even matter, since she wouldn't be here to see it. But she says the next time that she's gone, we'll watch Step Up. Oh, for those of you who don't konw, Miracle is a sports movie, I think (maybe about hockey? not too familiar with it), and Step Up is about dancing...
Oh, and I think my health teacher will be absent that day because she's skipping school to see a Cardinals game. Which she could apparently get in trouble for. lol.
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  • Apr 02 Thu 2009 08:20

  • Sigh


I'm bored.
I'm also rather tired.
Didn't get much sleep last night. Probably about an hour only.
I'm stupid.
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Argh. I can't sleep. I hate when this happens.
I've been sleeping pretty badly the past few days. I don't know why. And the quality of the sleep s not good either. My mom once suggested that I take sleeping pills, but I had declined...maybe I really do need sleeping pills >.< I don't really like the thought of that. Pretty pathetic. Not only do I fail in school, basketball, and pretty much everything else except for failing, but I also fail in sleeping! That's pretty sad - as in pitiful.
There were some things that I'd forgotten to mention in the last post. So I guess I'll just kind of put it here...
First of all, that lady who gave us the almond cookies, gave it to us at the party thing we had at our house on Saturday. And she wanted to take a picture of my family, so that she could send the picture to her husband, who apparently lives in China. Weird, I know. Apparently the lady talks about our family a lot [to her husband] and so her husband wanted to see what we actually looked like. I think it was a pretty good picture...took it on the stairs leading to the upper level...Allen's face half covered by my dad's head (Allen and I was sitting behind my mom and dad)...both of us death staring at the camera...yup, I'd say that it was a pretty epic picture.
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 Random title, I know, but at least it's creative. Better than "Monday, March 30, 2009," which is what I probably would have put. But it's good to get creative once in a while, even if it's not that creative...
Last Saturday, this lady that came to our house party/gathering thing gave us four cartons of Taiwanese crackers. So random, I know. The cookies are in these things that look like a bigger-by-a-lot version of milk cartons...and there's so many of them..."Them" as in cookies. Maybe the correct terminology would be "crackers"...I don't really know...
Anyways, there are two cartons of almond-flavored cookie-crackers, a tea-flavored one, and a black sesame one...The almond ones are so addictive. I don't even know why...I could probably eat two packs (there are packs inside the carton) in one sitting. And there are at least ten in each pack. Granted, they're not that big (smaller than a pack of cards surface-area-wise), but I'd probably get really fat off it. Come to think of it, I don't think I've read the nutrition facts/label -_-" I should probably check sometime soon.
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 Or very little sleep...
sigh.
Times like these...make me hate myself.
I have no heart.
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...I don't really know where to start. Oh well.
Anyways, I signed up so that I could have somewhere to put all my thoughts onto. What better place than a blog? I've tried keeping a journal, but in the end, I fail and stop writing. And in the end, all these thoughts are still bottled up inside. It's uncomfortable, really...and it's tiring. I don't want to sound melodramatic, since I usually try to avoid drama in real life, but with all these things whirling inside my mind...it's unhealthy and tiresome - like the weight of world is on my shoulders. Hardly, I know, but sometimes I feel like I can't think anymore from thinking too much. Weird, I know. And I don't want to be...overbearing? Hm, probably not the right word. But I don't want to rant to another person, because truthfully, I doubt anyone would enjoy hearing me rant. Especially since I get sidetracked a lot. lol
I really do hope, though, that this will help relieve some of my thoughts, and in turn, relieve some stress. Because then I'll know that maybe someone knows what I'm going through. Just maybe. And maybe I can be understood, and maybe I can come to understand myself. They say that while we're teenage through young adult, we go through a period of searching for self, for one's own identity. I don't know if that's exactly true, but...I don't really know...
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