☼ Find Me, Fix Me

I'm blind. And too prideful.
Even if I say and believe that I am nothing, I still have my stubborn pride.
That's what blinded me. I was blind and ignorant and I did not realize that I could not see. So when I fall, it surprises me. And it stings.
My pride fuels my destruction. It blinds me to all my weaknesses however much I know that they are there.

Right now, I think that it would make me feel a lot better if I could just beat the crap out of my stupid, annoying little brother. Seriously, I'm thinking of just pummeling him with a hammer or something. So freaking annoying. Sometimes I feel like I really want to kill him.
A lot of things have been pissing me off lately. Seriously.
I need to take out my anger out on something...but I usually just end up bottling it in. When that cap finally blows off...ooh I'm not sure what will happen.
Maybe because I'm just tired or stressed. Either way, it's stupid. I can't be nonchalant if I keep on getting angry.

Sometimes I would like nothing more than to give them a piece of my mind and a sock to their faces.
My head hurts and I'm freaking pissed.

You know what's sad and depressing?
Listening to sad instrumental music or emo music while people are arguing in the background.
Throw in a crapload of homework and you've got yourself a whole lot of depressing crap.
 

Please don't comment.
Or ask me how I am. If you do, I don't know how I would be able to forgive you.
 
 

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I'm behind. Very behind on my posts. Oh well.
If you want to hear stuff about Navajo and VBS and Canada still, you can ask me. I'll maybe post it someday. Not too likely that that'll happen though.
First of all, I gotta say, the first day of school was freaking long.
Where first day of school = Tuesday.

feel
like
crap
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