...I don't really know where to start. Oh well.
Anyways, I signed up so that I could have somewhere to put all my thoughts onto. What better place than a blog? I've tried keeping a journal, but in the end, I fail and stop writing. And in the end, all these thoughts are still bottled up inside. It's uncomfortable, really...and it's tiring. I don't want to sound melodramatic, since I usually try to avoid drama in real life, but with all these things whirling inside my mind...it's unhealthy and tiresome - like the weight of world is on my shoulders. Hardly, I know, but sometimes I feel like I can't think anymore from thinking too much. Weird, I know. And I don't want to be...overbearing? Hm, probably not the right word. But I don't want to rant to another person, because truthfully, I doubt anyone would enjoy hearing me rant. Especially since I get sidetracked a lot. lol
I really do hope, though, that this will help relieve some of my thoughts, and in turn, relieve some stress. Because then I'll know that maybe someone knows what I'm going through. Just maybe. And maybe I can be understood, and maybe I can come to understand myself. They say that while we're teenage through young adult, we go through a period of searching for self, for one's own identity. I don't know if that's exactly true, but...I don't really know...
Anyways, I signed up so that I could have somewhere to put all my thoughts onto. What better place than a blog? I've tried keeping a journal, but in the end, I fail and stop writing. And in the end, all these thoughts are still bottled up inside. It's uncomfortable, really...and it's tiring. I don't want to sound melodramatic, since I usually try to avoid drama in real life, but with all these things whirling inside my mind...it's unhealthy and tiresome - like the weight of world is on my shoulders. Hardly, I know, but sometimes I feel like I can't think anymore from thinking too much. Weird, I know. And I don't want to be...overbearing? Hm, probably not the right word. But I don't want to rant to another person, because truthfully, I doubt anyone would enjoy hearing me rant. Especially since I get sidetracked a lot. lol
I really do hope, though, that this will help relieve some of my thoughts, and in turn, relieve some stress. Because then I'll know that maybe someone knows what I'm going through. Just maybe. And maybe I can be understood, and maybe I can come to understand myself. They say that while we're teenage through young adult, we go through a period of searching for self, for one's own identity. I don't know if that's exactly true, but...I don't really know...