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This..

我的中文太坏了。。。
 
不知道为什么， 就是觉得很累， 很失败。。。想要放弃。
没一次我想到我的失败， 我想要哭。
不是我觉得我很倒霉。。。我就是觉得我真没智慧。
生命有很多很多的美好的东西，美好的事情。
如果这是真的， 我为什么只能够看见悲哀的知青呢？

 
 
 
 

How to Save a Life - The Fray
 
 

 

I try to talk, but I may as well be mute.
You try to listen, but you may as well be deaf.
I don't think that I'm not making sense.
And I really don't understand how you couldn't see somethig so clearly laid out in front of you.

Untitled - Simple Plan
 


 

You and Me - Lifehouse
 
What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right
'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

This should be your anthem, but I'm glad that you won't run away now.
Don't Wanna Think About You - Simple Plan
 
Can you leave me here alone now?
I don't wanna hear you say
That you know me
That I should be always doin' what you say
'Cause I'm tryin' to get through today
And there's one thing I know
I don't wanna think about you
or think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
or think about nothin'
Don't wanna talk this one out
I won't let you bring me down
'cause I know, I don't wanna think about you, don't wanna think about you
When I wake up here tomorrow
Things will never be the same
'Cause I won't wait
'Cause you won't change
And you'll always be this way
Now I'm gonna get through today
And there's one thing I know
I don't wanna think about you
or think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
or think about nothin'
Don't wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down
Won't let you shut me out
'This time I know, I don't wanna think about you
Run away, run away, running as fast as I can
Run away, run away, I'll never come back again
Run away, run away
(I don't wanna think about you
or think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
or think about me
Dont wanna talk this one out)
I don't wanna think about you
or think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
or think about nothin'
Don't wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down
Won't let you shut me out
This time I know, I don't wanna think about you,
Run away, run away, I dont wanna think about you
Run away, run away, I dont wanna think about you
Run away, run away, I dont wanna think about you
Run away, run away.....

I haven't written a blog post in so long...
 
I'm afraid.
I'm a coward.

I can't see how this will end...how this will turn out.
All I know is that there is little hope for a happy ending.
I'm so tired, so worn out.
Not just physically but physiologically and emotionally as well.