☼ Find Me, Fix Me

I don't know how he died, but I'll find out later.
He was so creepy and weird...
Anyways...there's not much to talk about or update on.
Haven't been doing too much at home worth mentioning.

As you know, the Navajo Mission Trip this year will be from July 11-19th, and we are currently preparing for it.
Well, I just kind of felt inclined to let you all know what's been going on.
At the meeting Saturday, Mrs. Manning gave us some basic instructions and also told us about costs for food and where we'll be eating and etc.
She also gave us a packing list, which was basically the same as last year.

I am so frustrated!
And that's an understatement...
I hate people who look so shallowly at another person, like a first impression that lasts - someone who doesn't look farther than a first impression....
They only see the surface....

Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily...
Life...is but a dream?
 

I feel a lot better.
Thanks for the concern.
I'll take it to heart.
But please take care of yourselves.

I feel like such a failure.
I feel really stupid to ever think that this would all work out.
My plan was to ignore everything, everyone.
Guard my heart so no one can get through, so no one can break it.

why am I crying again??
I'm fricking weak

Sum 41
 


 

Four more days of school left!
Well, less, if you count the half days as half days...as in half of a school day...
Three day weekend! Yay...
Except we have finals right after we come back..

I am just so tired right now...
Actually...I have always been tired, but now I just feel like stopping.
I feel like I'm running through mud in iron boots up a slanting slope that has no summit...
But if I stop, I'll fall - and never get up again until I've hit the bottom...