☼ Find Me, Fix Me

 
 
I had an interesting dream a few hours ago.
It was weird...and half part disturbing...

 
Light of the world,
You stepped down into darkness,
Opened my eyes

 
 
The lights go out all around me
One last candle to keep out the night

Haven't had much sleep this whole week...
Oh well, yesterday night I got enough sleep.
Yet, I'm still tired.
 

murmur
by
mindless (mindless)

in this achromatic world, you bring color into (my) life..

2010/01/22 14:09｜發表迴響

The pattern keeps on going, repeating.
The same, achromatic cycle.
Sleep some, learn little, feel like sleeping some, do nothing, eat little, eat a lot, stare at the screen some, sigh lots, don't think, don't think, don't see.
Don't care.

 
 


Of Your Friends...
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List 10 Of Your Friends (Any Gender) Below


1.:
Lily


2.:
Judy


3.:
Kevvy


4.:
Josh


5.:
Nancy


6.:
Phillip


7.:
Christine


8.:
Helen


9.:
Eric


10.:
Christine


Now Answer The Questions Below Referring To The Friends You Listed Above.


How long have you known 1?:
Since sophmore year, I think


Have you been to 8's house?:
Nope


Do you like 6?:
Sure


Are 4 and 10 friends?:
Sure


Have you been to 3's house?:
Nope


Would you ever live with 5?:
Depends for how long, and under what circumstances


When was the last time you talked to 4?:
Over AIM, yesterday; in person, Monday


Would 1 and 6 make a good couple?:
Lol maybe? I wouldn't know


How about 8 and 10?:
Nope


Have you ever dreamt about 2?:
Not specifically, but she has appeared in them


Have you ever slept with 9?:
No


Is 7 attractive?:
I guess so? To guys


Do you love 4?:
Haha sure


Would you ever cuddle with 1?:
That would be weird, and probably not


Would you ever kiss 3?:
HELL NO


What do you like best about 6?:
Personality, maybe


Have you ever had a crush on 1, 3, 5, 7, or 9?:
I'm not going to look at the names, and I don't remember which ones are who. Most of you know that I've never been sure about this, so I'd say no, technically, I haven't.


Do you ever wish you never met 3?:
I don't care too much. If I've never met him, eh. If I had to meet him, eh.


How did you meet 5?:
School


Has 2 seen you naked?:
No


Have you seen 2 naked?:
No


Who is taller? 5 or 10?:
Christine, probably


Have you met 4's family?:
Yeah


Would you ever go out with 3?:
HELL NO


Do you think 7 is funny?:
Sure, although she can be pretty mean


What about 6?:
Sure, when it's not directed towards me :P


Where was the last place you went with 1?:
My house, after the JCC


When was the last time you hung out with 2?:
Monday


Where do you want to take 3?:
I don't care as long as there are other people with me...


When do you want to see 4?:
Hopefully hanging out sometime


Would 5 and 6 make a good couple?:
Haha not sure, I wouldn't know


Have 7 and 8 ever kissed?:
No


Would 9 or 10 ever live together?:
If they married each other, yes


Would you let 3 have your baby?:
HELL NO


Have you ever told 1 a deep dark secret?:
I don't tell anyone my deepest, darkest secrets


Has 1 ever told you a secret?:
Maybe, I don't remember


Would you runaway with 6?:
Maybe, but probably not permanently


Who was the last person 9 kissed?:
Lol. He's probably neve kissed a girl on the lips before. The last time he kissed someone on the cheeks was for a dare, which was with Judy


Who was the last person 7 hugged?:
No clue


What word or phrase does 5 say alot?:
Something something ASIAN..idk..


Does 6 make you laugh?:
Sure lol


Does 2 ever annoy you?:
Not really


When did you last call 4?:
Don't remember


Do you ever talk to 3 online?:
Nope


What about 2?:
Yeah


Does 10 smell bad?:
I usually don't notice what people smell like, but probably not


Does 1 smell nice?:
^^^except for the "but probably not" part


Are 1 and 8 friends?:
Sure


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Things seem so boring and mundane...
 
School was okay today, I guess.
 

The ceiling...
Looking up and waiting
The cracks there...they existed before I looked up to acknowledge these blemishes
And now, I stand unmoving, head tilted upwards and observing these crevices deepen, spread, like an infection.

It's too early for me to have depressing thoughts...
So they aren't really depressing...I guess just some form of reflection..
I've been thinking....
Can love without passion still be called love?

It seems like everything is about to fall apart so quickly, that I wouldn't be able to catch the pieces.
It's like this ominous aura threatening to loom over and take over...
Maybe it's why I'm scared to be alone...
I try not to think, I try to believe...

 
 
1. Judy
2. Josh
3. Eric
4. Christine
5. Lily
6. Nancy
7. Phillip
8. Adante
9. Shawn
10. Myself
1. How did you meet your #1? Church
2. Have you ever kissed #1? For spin the bottle
3. Would you kiss #1 if you havent kissed them yet? No.
4. Which one on your top 10 would you like to hang out with today? All of them :)
5. Is #3 good looking? I've already answered this
6. Is #2 single or taken? Single, as far as I know
7. Does #4 drink? Water, juice, soda, other non-alcoholic beverages, yes
8. How did you meet #5? Church
9. Best memory you have with #7: Toronto and winter break were good times lol
10. Worst thing that has ever happened between you and #3? Nothing.
11. Are you related to any of your top 10? If so which #'s. None of them
12. Could you imagine #3 and #8 dating? Noooope
13. Would you make out with #6? Nope.
14. Are any of your top 10 friends in a fight with another one of your top 10? I don't think so
15. Do you think #10 is ugly? Heck yeah. Hella ugly.
16. Does #4 have a job? If so do you know where? Don't think she does
17. Does #6 have issues? Haha, not really
18. Is #1 your top friend for a reason, if yes, what? No, random
19. Does #9 have children? Nope
20. Does #4 live near you? Not really, no
21. Last time you physically saw #9? Sunday
22. Last time you spoke with #2: On AIM, currently. Last time verbally was this Sunday, at church
23. Funniest memory you share with #7: Hm...there's quite a few. Can't think of funniest one..
24. Does #3 have any siblings? Yep
25. Would you trade your life for the life of #6? Sure, but it depends on what circumstances
26. Most embarrassing thing you know about #4: Lol...she didn't know what a .... was until I told her...Not sure if it's most embarrassing, but it's pretty embarrassing?
27. Do #3 and #7 know each other? Haha know each other? Of course.
28. Have you ever hung out with all 10 in a group? Yeah, except not at the same time.
29. Does #10 have a blog? Lol. What do you think?
30. Is #10 boring? Yeah
31. Favorite color of #8: No clue
32. Does #1 have a dog? Nope
33. Have you ever had a falling out with #10? Falling out? Not sure what that means...But I'm guessing no?
34. Do you know a secret about #2? Yeah, I think so
35. Is #7 a virgin? Yeah
36. Does #8 text you? I don't have texting. Even if I did, most likely no. He doesn't even have my phone number
37. Last text message from #4; what did it say? Never texted me
38. Is #1 close to you right now? Yeah, she lives pretty close by
39. Last time you called #9: Sunday
40. What kind of car does #2 drive? Not really sure. Just a regular car lol. Silver, I think.
41. What would you say if #3 and #10 started dating? I would know, wouldn't I? If I didn't, I would be VERY surprised. This doesn't seem at all likely
42. How would you react if #8 kissed you? I'd be like WTF?!?!?!
43. How would you react if #3 pinched your butt? ^^^Same reaction as above -____-
44. Do #1 and #10 get along? Yeah
45. Have you ever kissed #6? Nope
46. Last place you went with #3: School, other than that, church or the C
47. Last time you hugged #2: Last last Sunday, I think
 
48. Which did you talk to last: I'm guessing talking as in there's actually sound...so that would be Lily.
49. Do you know #7's phone number by heart? Home phone, yeah, though I didn't try memorizing it
50. What would you say if you walked in a room, and caught #3 having sex with #10? What. The. Fxxx.
51. Does #5 know a deep dark secret about you? Not sure
52. Is #5 single? As far as I know, yes
53. Is #9 a loud person? He can be, but he's usually quiet in a large group?
54. Does #10 have a secret that you know? I know all her secrets. I think..
55. Has #8 ever been arrested? Not that I know of, but I think he hasn't
56. Has #3 ever been arrested? Not that I know of....JK, nope, he hasn't
57. Would you ever make out with #9? Nope
58. Does your #1 know something about you that no one else does? Hm, I'm not sure.
59. Have you ever seen #2 naked? No
60. Has #1 ever seen you naked? No
61. Would you skinny dip with #3? ......I don't think I'd ever skinny dip
62. What kind of car does #8 have? No idea
63. What is #4's favorite food? Not sure
64. When is #10's birthday? June 6
65. When is #2's birthday? April 7
66. When is #9's birthday? Not sure lol...Don't remember
67. Is #4 mean to other people? Kind of..
68. Is #5 funny? Yep
69. Most embarrassing thing you know about #9: Lol he injured his finger and had to get a cast for a pretty ridiculous reason, though that's likely not the most embarrassing
70. Is #8 a party animal? Not sure, probably not? Don't know..
71. Have you ever seen #2 drunk? Nope
72. Have you ever danced with #1? Not really. Not even at homecoming, we didn't really dance together much lol..
73. Would you have kids with #1? No
74. What would you do if #3 got you pregnant? What. The. Fxxx.
75. What would you say if #1 got #4 pregnant? That would be quite a feat.
75. Is #10 straight? Yes
76. Is #8 straight? Yes, I think so
77. Do you think #7 is a fun person? Yup
78. Is #2 weird? Sometimes lol. But in a good way
 
79. What is #1's pet peeve? Not really sure...there are probably a few, but I don't know
80. What are #6's parents names? No idea