☼ Find Me, Fix Me

School is wearing me thin.

And it's only been a week...

We will wait patiently, and that day, we will know.

Right now, we still have time.

It's too early for me to have depressing thoughts...

So they aren't really depressing...I guess just some form of reflection..

I try to talk, but I may as well be mute.

You try to listen, but you may as well be deaf.

I haven't written a blog post in so long...

Run - Snow Patrol 

So, I haven't really posted anything for a long time. The last post doesn't really count.

I don't really feel like typig anything right now...but oh well. I'm going to force myself to write something.

I am just so tired right now...

Actually...I have always been tired, but now I just feel like stopping.

Superhuman?

With God We Are Victorious.

 I'm bored.  Not surprising, right?

I'm not going to talk about random stuff that happened to me today. Well, it won't be focused on that.

And, for some reason, a problem that has been ever-present for quite a long time now, just arose, quite unexpectedly, and I recognized what it meant to me. Maybe you know what I'm talking about...

I'm bored...

 Or very little sleep...

sigh.

...I don't really know where to start. Oh well.

Anyways, I signed up so that I could have somewhere to put all my thoughts onto. What better place than a blog? I've tried keeping a journal, but in the end, I fail and stop writing. And in the end, all these thoughts are still bottled up inside. It's uncomfortable, really...and it's tiring. I don't want to sound melodramatic, since I usually try to avoid drama in real life, but with all these things whirling inside my mind...it's unhealthy and tiresome - like the weight of world is on my shoulders. Hardly, I know, but sometimes I feel like I can't think anymore from thinking too much. Weird, I know. And I don't want to be...overbearing? Hm, probably not the right word. But I don't want to rant to another person, because truthfully, I doubt anyone would enjoy hearing me rant. Especially since I get sidetracked a lot. lol